I hurt my best friend and I feel so horrible about it :(

Well I finally did it 🙁 I hurt one of the most wonderful person in my life who’s also my best friend. I feel so terrible about it. I could have avoided the whole situation but I didn’t because I’m an idiot. I will not go into details but I betrayed his truth and now, knowing that he will never ever be able to trust me fully is what hurts me the most. In a few words, I did something that I truly regret, and my conscience couldn’t let it go so I came clean to him. I don’t regret that last part, I had to tell him what was going on even when I knew it could destroy our friendship. I just hope he can forgive me and we can move past that.

I felt so lonely today because he and I talk all day long, he’s my best friend. And now, I can’t even talk to my best friend about how I’m feeling because I hurt him. So who do I talk to now? I guess my blog will have to do for now. /shrug

I’m just going to stay positive and hopeful that he gives me a second chance. I learned my lesson.