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Everything has to come to an end at one point :(



My heart is broken today, at least, that’s what it feels like. This morning Allen and I broke up. We had a nice but sad conversation, and eventually, we decided to call it quits. Allen has been the best thing that happened to me in a long time. I didn’t know I could love someone that much again. This April 2nd would have been 3 months. Only 3 months but a lot of things happened that made us really close which is why it hurts. It really really hurts. I can’t stop crying. I know time will heal, but God damn, I love the guy.

It’s been the best 3 months and I don’t regret them at all. Allen and I will remain friends for sure. He’s in my life for a reason. He’s an awesome man, caring and loving and I wish him the best. I will miss cuddling with him, and give him kisses all over his head and neck. I will miss just hanging out and watching TV with him. I will miss playing with Bosley. I will miss a lot of things but what I will miss the most, is tell him “I love you”, because I still do 💓

I know we will remain great friends and I surely hope that we will hang out again. I’m just hurt right now and my mind is going 100 miles an hour. I need to take it easy and give lots of love to my 4 legged kids.

Special thoughts to Tucktuck who went to heaven recently. He was one of Allen’s dogs. I got really attached to him in the past 3 months so I want to send him a big kiss, I will miss him so much 💓



  1. Rick

    March 28, 2020 at 2:31 pm

    Sorry, I know it sucks. Been there. The upside is that you learned that you can take a chance and be open to love.

    • Steve Paris

      March 28, 2020 at 3:44 pm

      Thanks Rick 🙂 I’m happy I took a chance, I don’t regret it at all but it’ll take a while for me to get into another relationship, if at all.
      Thanks for the support my friend 😉

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